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"Bleed your heart out."

"In my time of dying...I don't want nobody to mourn
All I want for you to do, is drag my body home.

So I can die easy."

You can never really appreciate life until you learn to understand death. Even so, some things pass beyond all understanding, especially the people that pass long before their time should be up. After seeing . . .

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June 06, 2017


"I made the decision to die today."

October 2016.

It's been seven hours since the blood stopped flowing. The familiar warmth within my body has faded and I can no longer hear my surroundings. I am aware of where I am, but I don't seem to be in control. Everything is much different now that I am no longer alive. The expression on my face is frozen in time - I no longer . . .

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February 04, 2017


"If a picture is worth a thousand words - say nothing."

From childhood's hour I have not been
As others were; I have not seen
As others saw; I could not bring
My passions from a common spring.
From the same source I have not taken
My sorrow; I could not awaken
My heart to joy at the same tone;
And all I loved, I loved alone.
Then- in my childhood, in the dawn
Of a most stormy life- was drawn
. . .

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August 01, 2016


"I'm not a dreamer, but I have nightmares all the same."

"The past is the present, isn't it? It's the future too."
- Long Day's Journey Into Night

I am becoming increasingly aware of my subconscious need to distance myself from reality. This applies more so to the individuals that inhabit it than it does with the state of affairs, but I'm ready to put an end to . . .

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March 25, 2016


"We fear this world because we fear ourselves."

"Click here to reserve your free copy of Windows 10!"

How about, no.

I made the mistake of installing the system on my primary desktop computer a few months ago, and I am only just NOW getting all my tools back to how I need them to be. Overall, I must say that it is not a bad operating system....if you compare it to Windows 8. I . . .

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February 11, 2016


"All I ever ask for people to be is who they are supposed to be."

Writing is a socially acceptable form of schizophrenia.
- E. L. Doctorow

It appears some people are under the impression I've been hiding something from them.
Let me use this as my chance to come clean to you all.

I apologize for the words I am about to say. I don't care if they are seen or not, but I have to eliminate them from my . . .

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February 09, 2016

Aeternum Vale

"Some hurts will never heal; they just serve to remind you of who and what was real."

It's the little things in life that make it worth living.
If you aren't careful, you will miss a lot of them.
If you aren't careful, some of them will hurt you.

Some of them will hurt you real bad, no matter what you do.

The world of technology truly makes life better for all of us. Sometimes, not so much, but most of the time . . .

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January 01, 2016


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